Hi guys! :)
I wanted to share with you guys a little bit about my time in between bootcamp and launch. It has been way different than I thought it would be. I am realizing it is going to be a lot harder to leave my friends and family than I thought it would be. It is going to be a lot of tough see you laters that I didn't think would be tough! It has been a lot of tears that I didn't think would come. I am not a big cryer at all but I feel like I have become one lol. God is so faithful to remind us of what he has called us into. He reminds us that we are worthy and qualified through him and him alone! It has been a season of growth already and I haven't even left! I want to be real with you guys. It hasn't always been easy to trust God in this season. It feels like a lot of unknown. I am sure someone can relate!
I keep reminding myself of Psalm 139:16 "Your eyes saw my unformed substance; in your book were written, every one of them, the days that were formed for me, when as yet there were none of the." He is all knowing! We serve an all knowing God! He knows exactly how we are feeling. He is not afraid of our emotions. He knows what is going to happen before we do. He prepares us for the days ahead! We may not feel like he is. We may not see him moving and working in our lives. This verse says different!! This verse says since the beginning of your life He has been moving and working!! He created each of us for a purpose!!
Something else God has shown me through the book of Daniel actually this morning is that everybody loves the miracle, but what does it take to get to the miracle? That really convicted me this morning. I just want God to show up and walk me through the fire for him to shut the mouths of the lions. Yes God did that! (Daniel 3:25,Daniel 6:24) When I read what Daniel did before and after I was in awe because what Daniel did is probably not what I would have done. Don't hear what I am not saying. Daniel is a pretty cool dude, but he is only a cool dude because of the work the Lord did in his heart. When Daniel realized that a document was signed pretty much saying that anyone who prays to someone besides the king will be thrown into the lions den. Daniel went to his house and prayed like he did every other day. He went and prayed!! When he was thrown into the lions den God sent an angel to shut the lions mouths. Daniel came out of the den alive after spending a whole night with hungry lions.
Getting to a miracle takes faith, courage, trust in the Lord, and complete surrender. It takes being able to say Lord I want your way not my own way. That is hard for me! I find myself wanting the end result without all the little things to get there. Don't hear what I am not saying. We don't have to do something specific for God to show up in our lives. Like I said earlier He is always working and moving. What I am trying to say is that having faith in who God says he will be is so important!! He is worthy to be trusted in all situations and circumstances!
I would love to hear from you guys!! Please leave a comment about your thoughts on these passages I talked about or about anything!! Please don't hesitate to reach out!!
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